Are my normal or gross?

I feel like I have ugly s. My are flat or puffy(you can hardly tell that they are there). I feel like my are saggy of flat-ish and aren't round. Whenever I get cold, and my get "hard" my s seem to become rounder, perkier, and my point out. Is this normal?Will it happen at other times? Is there a way to make them stay round, full, and perky like when my get hard? Will guys be grossed out by the saggy-ness or puffy-ness? Could I make it as a star or stripper(just curious if ugly are allowed in those "professions"). Do other people have this?I'm only fourteen,does that make a difference? Is there anything I can do?